It's not big and it's not clever

I dont like this whole being single thing.....it's so not working for me.

Well it's not the actual being single bit, weirdly I've been asked for my number more times in the last few weeks, maybe I smell of 'eau de single', maybe the sun has gone to their heads, maybe it's because I'm a Londoner.......

I dunno, you go out you meet people, they are sexy as hell and yet......................and yet they are not 'that' person, the one you had so many 'in jokes' with, the one that prompted you to write love letters and poems too, the one you made plans with, the one you said you'd love forever....and they said the same.

So what happens now? You try to get on with things, and most of the time things go well....but.....but you still feel like you are in some kind of limbo, like it's not real and it will all sort itself out in the end.

Which I guess it will..........